These are some of my 'contacts' on the internet, just in case you need something, asked anything, or just to communicate with me. Haha~
Facebook: http://facebook.com/azhr.aiconan (if you add me make sure you mentioned who you are, I don't accept requests from anonymous)
Twitter: @AzzahraMR http://twitter.com/#!/AzzahraMR (I'm currently most active on twitter, almost all day, so this is the best way to contact me... And oh follow me please, I'll follow you back if you mention ^^ )
Tumblr: Part-time Detectives, http://fixedhopes.tumblr.com (could change anytime, I'll tell if there's any change in the URL)
Deviantart: blackrainbow4869.deviantart.com
I have some more contacts, but all of the above were the accounts where I'm mostly active (except tumblr, I just made it and not yet written much posts) especially twitter & facebook. Well, that's it. Goodbye (:
First, I apologize that I posted this after a long time, I'm busy with school and many things so I almost forgot about this blog.
OK, at first I really want to write in the point of view of someone who support neither ShinRan nor CoAi. I doubt I could in this kind of emotion, but I'll try.
Shinichi and Ran. Let's analyze each other's point of view.
Shinichi, about Ran: Childhood friends, liked Ran, afraid to confess, keeps feelings for years, highschool with Ran, almost killed by organization and became Conan instead, made her wait, convince her when she was sad about Shinichi.
Ran, about Shinichi: Childhood friends, childhood love to Shinichi, New York case which made her seriously admiring Shinichi, afraid to confess, Shinichi went away for a case, waiting, often feeling so lonely without him.
Then Shinichi turned into his original body again. This happened 4 times as long as I know. First is when Heiji challenged him, then in the high school drama where he wanted to confess his feeling but turned to Conan again instead, next is when someone is disguising as him, and last is when he finally confess because he accidentally said that he's in London.
There are some things I marked about this couple. Some makes me think that they are a nice couple. But, some also irritates me.
First, the duration of their relationship. If they started their friendship since they became a first grader (primary) and now is in the second year of high school... Wow, they're friends for 10 years. And they still have a good relationship, even had an interest to each other? They must be feeling suitable with each other, then. This could be a guarantee that they will have a good love relationship one day, if they ended up with each other (and it's pretty obvious).
Second, too much depends with the thinking "maybe next time". Don't understand? I'll explain. Both of them were too shy to confess their feelings. Finally, they end up thinking "OK, I don't have enough braveness this time, I'll do it another time". This is normal if came up in their mind before the 'tragedy' which happened to Shinichi. But if comes after Shinichi came back and they both realize that they don't have too much time... This is pretty annoying. This makes them cancel their plan of confession and in the end, the chance is killed.
The example of this could be found in volume 26 of the manga (in Indonesian version, I don't know how about other language's versions, and I don't watch the anime episodes). At the time, Conan turned back to Shinichi and appeared in the high school's drama. The next day, he asked Ran to come to the restaurant at the night because there's something he wanted to tell. In this case, I thought, "OMG why don't he just told her directly when they went to school together, or when they came home from school?"
Then we know that he wanted to follow how his father proposed his mother. But wait, why should be the same? Confessing like that requires a huge braveness, while Shinichi is the type which talked about another thing when he wants to tell something very important. It was proofed when he talked about Holmes to Ran because he's nervous to confess at the time... in the end, he doesn't confess that night and turned back to Conan instead.
And he only could confess when he really must did, like when Ran told something like love is zero at the case in London.
Third thing; didn't go straight to the point. In the London case, Ran which felt he was fooled by Shinichi said "She was right, love is zero..." and so on. Ran, why not go straight confess him? By saying, "I've been waiting for you, Shinichi, and you fooled me. I love you, Shinichi" or other simple sayings?
And Shinichi is just the same, Ran is about to cry right in front of him but he asked about Minerva Glass!? Really, which is more important, a case or a lady you love who waited for you and is really missing you?
Fourth, this one is really good, stay loving each other though they're surrounded by sooo many people. Especially Ran. In her point of view, Shinichi is faraway and she's loyal. Shinichi, in his Conan form and with Haibara beside him in most times still fell for Ran. I ever read, distance is a test of love. For those who passed it, there's only one answer: true love.
About Conan and Ai... I'll write about them next time. I'm so tired right now, and not in the mood for writing in a neutral person's point of view. I'll wait till I felt could write about CoAi like a person who didn't like or hate the partner. Right now, I'm so in love with them. Bye.
So, I usually was really happy when it was Friday. The Economy lesson, the an-hour lunchtime every Fridays, the thoughts that I could browse the internet till late night...
And especially: to think that the next day I don't need to wake up soooo early.
But right now I'm not that much happy as usual. Not even when today's Conan-kun's birthday -- oh, yes, it's Conan a.k.a Shinichi's birthday!! Tanjobi Omedetou, Shinichi Kudo a.k.a Conan Edogawa! <3
14-02-2012 - Valentine's day!
But on the special day, someone's day turns out really tragic and troublesome...
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My day started with troubles: I'm late because of my brother! It was 7:20 when I got out of my car and ran to the school field. My friends already made a line. "Guess I need to sneak inside my line," I thought, so I tried to sneak into my class' line. But...
"Hey, girl. If you're late, join that line."
Unluckily - the teacher on duty spotted me! I stopped running and desperately saw the on-duty teacher. He was pointing the late-students'-line. So I walked there without much talking.
A few minutes, all the not-late students has already went upstairs. The on-duty teacher was tidying the speakers and microphone, didn't noticed me.
I acted recklessly: I pretend that I went to the toilet. Yeah I run and went inside, though I don't do anything... Such a fool.
Then I went outside. I saw the line but the teacher was nowhere to be seen. I looked left and right. No teacher. I rushed to the place where I put my bag and pull it a little - yeah, luckily, just a little.
I saw the late students' line - why did they were looking at me? Finally, with a shocked heart I knew the reason. The on-duty teacher was looking at me, sneaking through the back of the late line. Damn, I thought. I put my bag down and with a wry feeling run back.
"You all, get the letter of admission and ask your homeroom teacher to sign it." he said. I was about to follow the class 8 students when I heard, "You, come here."
Weird, I walked to the on-duty teacher's place relaxedly. Without fear at all! Confused why?
"Why did you try to take your bag?" he asked. I've been waiting for this question to be asked. Because I've got a really nice reason!
"I'm just trying to take my tissue, sir. I wanna go to toilet!" I said calmly.
"Why?"
"Of course, because I wanna pee!" I said impolitely, trying to act that I'm really in need of toilet.
"So go there quickly, now!" he exclaimed. I run to my bag, pretending to find my tissue - which actually was in my pocket. With a relieved feeling I went to the toilet.
Tasks.
Tasks again.
Daily tests.
Important assignments.
Yea I'm soooo BUUUUUSYYY D:
Okay okay I'm sorry that you read this unimportant entry xD But don't stop! I need someone to share my feelings with *dramatically pulls you*
Just now I just did 2 daily tests I really reaaaally like, they were: Chemistry and Matematika (Maths in Indonesian language) yeeeeaa!! :sarcasm:
I don't hate chemistry but the chapter we're studying right now is the chapter I hate the most since I learned chemistry: elements, mixtures and compunds -_- I can't name those chemically formed elements so... I'm not sure I'll got fine results :( I even promised to my teacher if I got higher than 70 I'll treat him magnum ice cream... Well, nevermind.
And Matematika? Woooow it's got only 5 QUESTIONS and I'm sure I got lower than 90-_- But that's still fine I thought...
The only thing that cheers me up today, I got 100 for Science test :D I love Science! :heart:
And tomorrow... I've got Mathematics test and English presentation. Hooray!! -___-
Long time no see, everyone! It's been a while since I write my last entry. Well, honestly, in these busy days I never remembered about my blog anymore. I realized that I never update anything after I read my e-mails, and there's a message that says someone commented on one of my entry. Then yeah, you know, I open this site and started to write this entry.
So many things happened. The Endurance Leadership Camp held in Saturday the first week I went to Junior High, my attack to Ai Haters, I switched from hating Ran to loving her ♥, my hatred towards algebra (>.<), about how I switched from liking Maths to Biology... Well, the last statements wasn't really important. The one which was really, really memorable for me is the Endurance Leadership Camp a.k.a ELC.
~To be continued xP